The weight of something i cannot name is cascading into my chest
crushing each rib individually with every step i take,
It destroys me, tearing apart what i know to be true
The weight of everything I am not equipped to handle makes me want to yell.
Tell anyone who will listen how unfair it is,
how terrible it is.
Just how much i need it to stop
The weight of a feeling i cannot explain makes things confusing
I am not who i want to be,
But I cannot do anything about it.
I do not want to hurt you,
but I lash out anyway.
I want to scream,
but all i can do is stay silent.
The weight of everything
is pounding in my head,
ringing in my ears,
and thrashing in my chest.
There is no name to what is now normal
