“You made a mistake, I’ve made a mistake,
A mistake that I’ve promised myself, my family, my workers, my friends, everyone.
I’ve made a mistake,
A mistake so gravely and so crucial that I can’t go, the ship must go—everything must go!
What was the mistake?
I’ve made the mistake to hire you, to let you live on the boat, rent free in exchange for nothing!
In exchange for what, for you to criticize me!
I’ve made a mistake,
I’ve let you in my life—I never knew you before this year!
And now, you want to come here on my ship and just ruin everything,
You’ve ruined everything.
The ship was perfect, I had space, peace, a job! Now I have nothing, not even my bag!
It was stolen, one of your kids stole it!
And you said you can steer the ship!
You couldn’t even do the one thing you said you could!
You’ve ruined everything, everything!
And I can’t do anything.
I can’t say sorry.
I can’t sell the ship.
It’s my ship, I am loyal to it.
I will drown here, an infinite number of times.
For this ship, in this same place, because of a stupid mistake.
A stupid mistake that you made!
And I have to wreath the consequences, me!
Not you, you can get off because it is not your ship!
But I love my ship, I will die for this ship.
And you just want me to leave this ship behind because of a mistake that you made!
And you can’t fix the mistake, you can’t take it back. It will never be the same original, young, innocent ship. It will never be the same, because if you make it any different: It’s not my ship.
No, it’s not my ship. It will be your ship not mine. Yours.
And I want it to be mine.
So, yes,
I’ll take it out to sea, Into the storm and die with my ship.
Because of you, and your pity, sad, and nosy mistakes.
Mind your own business! Because now I have to end the life of my ship because you had to be involved!
I should have never hired you,
I am the captain of this ship, let me steer my own ship!”